Tuesday, June 11, 2013

CHANGE IS HERE...BOUT TIME!

5 months ago, I was just imaging all the upgrades to my show and what I would do when I get it all! Now, that I have it and putting it to good use, it's like a dream come true! When you really put your mind on something you want or need, give it time, be patient, and "NEVER GIVE UP", it will become Reality! It's a surreal feeling but my personal life have taken alil bit of a shakeup too these past months. Lately, I've been chilling with 1 of my homeboy's from deployment, who is married to a good friend of mine, who I helped move to a new home recently! Life is always a learning experience, an learning from their relationship and how they raise their kids has been a life changer for me! Thru their ups and downs, how they cope with one another, work with each other, and how they show love to one another makes me look at love in a different way! Most on all, they made me feel like family an told me I was family, just thinking about it almost bring a tear to my eye! It's like my home away from home, away from my Va home! Now to other things, I went out Saturday night by myself, like always, an realize it's not the same! Thinking back to daze of the Wham Crew, partying with Great Friends and how everything now has changed...in a very scary way! During my time out, I saw a pageant woman at the bar and the husband just playing pool! WOW, has alot of things changed around in these past months that made me happy I barely go out now! With this goodness going on, still there is something missing, something that will make this worth while.....Love! Having people tell me how is everything, caring, and people showing me some love! I understand you got to love yourself, which I do, but it gets lonely when you don't get that much love from others you kool with or know sometimes, which have me second guess myself if it's just me! Hopefully, like what happened to my show upgrades, my life will get the same upgrades as well! Now there is one thing that does show me alot of love that is my show that will Premiere on 30 June on Socialstreamtv.com, Almonte31 2nite! An remember tune in Same Bat Time, Same Bat Channel!